Patty Griffin. *Sigh* She found me last year, or I her, and my connection is now solid. It's not a bad thing that life is tested. It's hard as hell...but through the fire we are refined and our knowing more definitive. Testing is a part of life, but let me just say in all honesty...I am so tired of it. If I could fall into a coma for 6 months and wake on the other side of all I fight and war against and for...well, I'd take the coma. I'm worn out, almost to the point of relenting what I know for what I "should" know. I wish I had better answers. I don't. I have none and know less. But I wish you strength for your trials and peace for your journey.
we have no choice but to believe. well, i suppose we do. we can bolster ourselves and wall ourselves and be perfectly protected but what are we protecting ourselves from?
i have believed many people many times. i have had many people believe me. and we have, in the end, in the ever shifting end, been proven, not wrong exactly, but differently. i love each of my experiences.
Erin I guess it's in our nature to believe, well at least I think that. I sometimes wonder is this something we are born with or is it something we learn?
It's not that I want to put up walls, I like to think I have strength to endor each experience. I do not regret none of them, maybe I was just hoping for a different out come.
Patty Griffin. *Sigh*
ReplyDeleteShe found me last year, or I her, and my connection is now solid. It's not a bad thing that life is tested. It's hard as hell...but through the fire we are refined and our knowing more definitive. Testing is a part of life, but let me just say in all honesty...I am so tired of it. If I could fall into a coma for 6 months and wake on the other side of all I fight and war against and for...well, I'd take the coma. I'm worn out, almost to the point of relenting what I know for what I "should" know. I wish I had better answers. I don't. I have none and know less. But I wish you strength for your trials and peace for your journey.
` Blessings,
Annie
Thanks Annie
ReplyDeleteI would take the coma too....
we have no choice but to believe. well, i suppose we do. we can bolster ourselves and wall ourselves and be perfectly protected but what are we protecting ourselves from?
ReplyDeletei have believed many people many times. i have had many people believe me. and we have, in the end, in the ever shifting end, been proven, not wrong exactly, but differently. i love each of my experiences.
xo
erin
Erin I guess it's in our nature to believe, well at least I think that. I sometimes wonder is this something we are born with or is it something we learn?
ReplyDeleteIt's not that I want to put up walls, I like to think I have strength to endor each experience. I do not regret none of them, maybe I was just hoping for a different out come.